gross.

i don't like today. gross weather. i think my head is going to explode, followed by either my legs or stomach. and i'm selling my car. i shall miss lafawnduh so very much. 

the guy i'm selling her to really made me mad today. he's been pressuring me to sell it to him since june. and we've tried several times to meet up so he could look at it in a shop (he's a mechanic and i think a CRACK HEAD! ug.) but he kept backing out or changing the times. I nearly freaked out at him today. I was at my end, being frustrated and sick. whatever. so he finally got to look at it today, and he's going to give me a deposit tomorrow. i'm thankful that he's giving me what i paid for her, but it still makes me sad. 

I LOVE YOU, LAFAWNDUH!!

so I got sick around three. and i had to work at 5. i went in, and my stomach finally started feeling better, but it then went to my head. i got the worst headache, and got extremely dizzy. i felt like i had blocks of concrete for shoes. i could hardly move. or think. and then people kept coming in, saying,

'we have a group of 5, with two kids.'

'okay, it will be just a few minutes. we'll let you know when your table is ready.'

so then i get everything ready, and at least three times tonight, the people left while i was setting up the table. i thought i was going to cry. so i'm really really hoping that i'm not sick tomorrow.  one, because its a good crew tomorrow night, and two, because i'm the only busser. i train Grace in a few days, but until then, I have to room for being sick.

Ug. I am so very very ready to be done.